-from heaven to hell-

I'm really mad right now. I don't have any feeling about all the conversation last night...I'm really mad.

It's all about picture.
It's all about history.
It's all about time.
It's all about record.
It's all about something you can not get after you delete it!

Skip that crap for a little while. I'm about to express my whole day yesterday. About the mission, the rain, and the 'reunion'. But two of 'you' really crush my mood just right now. I mad. I really mad. It's done. I don't have any intention about it. I want to burst it anyway. Marah lagi ni. Geram yang tak sudah.

What do you want me to say? Why I'm really mad? Huh...no one understand. But if you want to understand me, okay. Fine.

It's all about picture.
It's all about history.
It's all about time.
It's all about record.
It's all about something you can not get after you delete it!

Privacy? You can just ask me.
Before that,tell me...what kind of image I've shoot?
What are you afraid of?
If you don't want, cant you just ask me!
Yes! I care! I do care! Why?

It's all about picture.
It's all about history.
It's all about time.
It's all about record.
It's all about something you can not get after you delete it!

Aku masih rasional. Aku masih boleh kawal diri aku. Kalau aku buat benda tak baik, aku boleh mengalah. Tapi...sebaliknya malam tadi...kecewala macam ni.

But it's done. I learned my lesson. 'You' teach me that night about....

"DON'T TRUST YOU TWO".......yeah,you two! If I don't received any action from you two, that's it.

Thank you people. Sorry people.

-mayday-

You are too much to stay
Until they smack you away
Don't you want to runaway?
Or you don't don't have guts anyway?

Hey,what are you waiting for?
there's no time to think anymore
you've done the sore
it's time to change the core

sun on tide
moon in the dark
walk with pride
its on your mark!

-roll-call-

What is the graph?
Oh...its getting high today.

But what is going tomorrow?
Next week?
Next month?
Next year?
Who knows!
...He knows...

-tangle-

Bigi.......Bigi....??

BIGI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'Hah???! Ape dia...? Terjerit-jerit kenapa ni?' Bigi membetulkan tempat duduk, sambil menerawang kembali skrin komputer beliau. Sangkanya ketua puak yang sedang menyergahnya. 'Berderau darah weh. Gapow dio gak mung nih Tribang?' haishhh....

'Kenapa ni? Buat kerja ke tidur?' Triban mengesyaki sesuatu...'Eh? Buat kerjalah ni. Ada apa tiba-tiba sergah macam orang nampak hantu?' Bigi memperbetulkan kedudukan skrin komputernya. 'Kalau buat kerja kenapa bersilang-silang garisan tu?' Triban semakin mengesyaki sesuatu yang tidak kena pada Bigi. 'Ala, aku mengantuklah. Terlelap tadi kot,' memberi alasan untuk mengelakkan tujahan persoalan dari Triban.

'Itulah...malam tadi tidur lewat lagi, lepas tu lepak tepi highway sampai lewat malam. Mulalah badan penat,' rungutan Triban menyelinap ke telinga Bigi walau bisikan itu hampir-hampir tidak didengari. Bigi menjeling ke arah Triban yang sedang berhibernasi dibawah meja. 'Kau apa tahu...'

Sambil tersenyum tawar, Triban berbisik dalam hati...Aku tahu...

-anger-

Rasa marah.

Tahap bagaimana?

Hingga menggeletar segala sendi.

Dah lama tak rasa panas sebegini.

Remaja zaman sekarang sungguh kurang hajar!

*sabar joe...sabar*

-flashback-

Sometimes
I felt like I know everything
I look down to others
I've been show off...

But
It wont last long
Everytime I made mistakes
You test over me...

As it pop-up
I realized from evils whispers
Made me control my behaviour
And realized that what I achieved
Is not more than a star on the universe
Or a tiny bubbles in the sea...

Oh Allah
Don't take away Your bless
Don't leave me behind
Don't ignored me
I need You
I need Your love
I need it to improves myself
I will force myself
more hard
To be a real Muslim...

Allahu'Akhbar
...ameen...