-nerves-

Missed the old days
Where I 'nearly' used to be
the passion
Ah...nostalgic memories.

-insanity-

Punca penyakit migrain.

-confusing-

Sometimes I got confused
Which one I'm good at...
*sigh*

-memory-

How can I slipped?
Silly me. Popped it. Go away.
Like them...

-9 years-

Lunar 15


It came again.
The 'feeling' that I don't ever like it in this situation.
All of sudden...why it didn't finished
a long time ago?
Is it a sign? Or another 'test' for me?
The blues come again.

-linkage-

Form.

As long as you understands the 'connection'.

-remembering-

The Unbelievers say: "Why is not a sign sent down to him from his Lord?" Say: "Truly Allah leaves to stray whom he will. He guides to himself those who turn to him in sincerity. Those who believe, and whose hearts find peace in the remembrance of Allah and beware it is in the remembrance of Allah that the hearts find real peace." (13:27-28)

...and with His will, my 'illness' reduced...
Alhamdulillah...syukran Ya Allah~

-suddenly-

Depressed 1

Depressed 2

Yes. Those photos have been taken for an anonymous magazine(forgot to ask Dr. Megawati which mags). Actually she'd asked me a favor, which means 'this' photos after my public speech evaluation. A picture of women depressed for her article in that magazine. She's running up a research about 'causes of women depressed killing child'. So then, this is it.

Who ever found this picture in magazines, just let me know! :D

-wise-

Once upon a time an African king who had a close friend that he grew with. The friend had a habit to face each situation that happened in its life (positive or negative) saying: "That is good! Almighty Allah knows more."

‎The king and his friend one day left for a hunt. The friend loaded and prepared the weapons for the king. Apparently, the friend had made something missed in the preparation of one of the weapons, the king shot and it took his thumb away. When examining the situation, the friend observed as always: "That is good! Almighty Allah knows more". The king answered, "No, this is not good", he commanded the soldiers who arrested his friend and put him in the prison.

After one year, the king was hunting in a region where, cannibals appeared, and captured the king and took him to their village. They tied his hands, and piled up the firewood. When the cannibals came closer to the fire they noticed that the king did not have the thumb. As they were superstitious, they never ate who had a part of his body missing.

Thus, after setting the king free, they banished him from the village. When the king arrived at its palace, remembered the incident about his thumb and felt remorse for the treatment given to his friend. Immediately, he pays a visit to the prisoner to speak with his friend. "You were right", said the king. "It was good that I lost my thumb". The king started to tell his friend everything that happened to him. "I am sorry that I have ordered you to prison for such a long period. It was a great mistake". "No", the friend said, "That was the good decision, because Almighty Allah knows more". "What do you mean by that? How it can be good decision? I ordered my best friend to prison?" The friend answered: "Remember that Almighty Allah knows more and if I was not in the prison certainly I would be with you in the hunt". Then you know what would have happened with me?

"He knows what is before them and what is behind them and to Allah are all affairs turned back". Noble Qur'an, Surah Al Hajj (22:76)

Do not judge the facts or events for the immediate results! Almighty Allah, the Highest, the Omniscient and the Wise, knows more.

When we faced by circumstances that are no good, we react quickly, "This is not good." but, perhaps we did not know the reason behind it. It can become a good thing also. Hence, from next time onward, when we face any type of situation. Let us not jump into any conclusion, always remember. This life is a test. The good and the bad, nothing happen without any reason. Our mind is not prepared to understand the reason." [Author unknown]

"That is good! Almighty Allah knows more."

-clean & clear-

Pagi.

Urban masterplan concept proceed(for the first time) by studiomaster.

Ok.*surprised*

Petang.

NEA proposal shortlisted.

Seangkatan dengan Hijjas, ARC, Veritas, ATSA, dan lain-lain...

Walaupun tak termasuk top 10 finalist,tapi...

waw...tak sangka.

Congratulations to ourself

-Bos Iza, TigerSopey dan Raju Cha Cha-