Friday, February 1, 2013
-déjà vu-
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Monday, July 9, 2012
-memoir-
Berbahagialah kalian hingga ke akhir hayat!
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
-clean & clear-


Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Monday, December 27, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
-Footer-
'Footer' arrived this(or yesterday?) morning.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Sunday, August 22, 2010
-shock-
well
it's been a while
and quite surprising me
I am the one who should apologize
for the disaster I've create
(sorry -.-)
but anyway
glad to see you again
'little bug'
:)
Saturday, June 5, 2010
-black 'N' red-
2000; I just passed a life zone, and a lot of influenced came to me...but I just miss 'her'...
2002; After years, I still love 'her'. I still cant forget about 'her'. Someday, I felt jealous with my classmate, who got it from his birthday gift. Jealous wont made me get to 'her'...
2004...I just can saw 'her' from far...
2006...I just can feel 'her' soul...
2008...I just can be with 'her' for a moment...
2010...and today, it went a history of my life...after 12 years waiting. After being ashamed by sang keriangandunia(asshole...) at Lutfi's wedding,I went out to KLCC after got confirmation from daddy for cancellation to attend his friend's wedding. Without planned anything, I just take my ass off to city center...alone. And I know this day will come...welcome to my life, my dearest left-hand's best-friend!
=)
Saturday, May 15, 2010
-hilang waras-
Okeh...aku kehilangan kewarasan malam semalam. Sebab? Malas nak bayak bebel, tengok jela bingkisan yang sempataku ghembat tengah malam tadi. Hellemeeekkkkk...melompat-lompat jugakla aku malam tadi, ngahahahahahaaa!!!!!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
-flowers-are-red-
A little boy went first day at school
He got some crayons and he started to draw
He put colors all over the paper
For colors was what he saw
The teacher said, "What you doin' young man?"
"I'm paintin' flowers see"
"Well this is not the time for art young man
And anyway flowers are green and red
There's a time for everything young man
a way it should be done
You've got to show concern for everyone else
For you're not the only one"
And she said...
"Flowers are red
Green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than they way they always have been seen "
But the little boy said...
"There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one"
Well the teacher said… "You're sassy
There's a way that things should be
And you'll paint flowers the way they are
So repeat after me..."
she said...
"Flowers are red
Green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than they way they always have been seen "
But the little boy said again...
"There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one"
Well the teacher put him in a corner
She said… "It's for your own good…
And you won't come out 'til you get it right
responding like you should"
Well finally he got lonely
Frightened thoughts filled his head
And he went up to that teacher
And this is what he said
"Flowers are red, green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the way they always have been seen"
Well time went by like it always does
he moved to another town
And the little boy went to another school
And this is what he found
The teacher there was smilin'
She said..."Painting should be fun
And there are so many colors in a flower
So let's paint every one"
that little boy painted flowers
In neat rows of green and red
And when the teacher asked him "why"
This is what he said..
"Flowers are red, green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the way they always have been seen."
But there must still be a way to have our children say,
There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one
There are so many colors in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see every one
mr_bread says : I loved this very much!
Monday, October 12, 2009
-Triban [episode 2]-
Selesai sahaja melepaskan penat dan memandikan diri, Bigi dengan hari girang menghadap komputer melayari internet tanpa mempedulikan game DoTA abang beliau yang sedang loading, ctrl+alt+del....TUPPP! Berserta caci-maki abangnya menahan geram terhadap Bigi yang bodoh-bodoh alang. Bigi masih angau dilamun cinta, tidak sedikit pun dalam fikiran beliau bahawasanya berita buruk yang bakal menjelang...kasihan...
Seperti biasa, Bigi selalunya berdating dengan Palux melalui saluran Mudah.com dan juga Lelong.com, pengkalan data pencarian jodoh yang semakin popular dikala ini, di situ juga jodoh mereka bertemu tanpa dijangka. Penantian demi penantian, Bigi berusaha mencari Palux dalam chat room...namun Palux tidak muncul-muncul. Ah sudah, Palux lupa ke nak online malam ni? Ke P1 wimax dia kena potong? Bigi tetap berfikiran positif. Sementara menanti Palux muncul dalam chat room, Bigi meluangkan masa mencari 'hantaran' yang sepadan dengan Palux jika dia mahu melamar kelak.
Wah~yang ni ok gak, Bigi berkira-kira dalam hati sambil melihat contact lens 50mm AF f1.8D. Pasti Palux gembira kalau aku hadiahkan padanya, Bigi syok sendiri...kasihan Bigi. Ada juga contact lens yang baru, dan powernya lebih tinggi dari spec mata Pok Nik. Akan tetapi Bigi tidaklah sekaya dan semewah ketua puaknya yang senang-senang je beli beca 2nd hand berharga RM80 000. Pendapatan Bigi hanyalah kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang kadang-kadang tak makan. Oleh itu Bigi berharap agar Palux sedia menerimanya dengan seadanya.
........Dua jam berlalu.........
Ah, dalam tak sedar dah dua jam dah...mana si Palux ni? getus hati kusam Bigi. Abangnya sudah keluar dek menyampah dengan janji-janji 'sekejap je' Bigi yang berlarutan sehingga berjam-jam. Bigi melihat jam, tak mungkin. Bigi melihat inbox akaun emel beliau...terdapat satu private message dari chat room Lelong.com...
Kedengaran bunyinya seperti begini...
" Kepada abang Bigi...ketika abang membaca watikah ini, Palux sudah berada jauh dari sini. Palux telah dipinang oleh seorang jejaka yang kaya. Beliau telah bersungguh-sungguh dan secara tergopoh-gapah meminang Palux. Palux meminta maaf atas segala apa yang terjadi. Apakan daya Palux tidak mampu menolak kata orang tua. Palux tahu, abang bersusah payah mengumpulkan wang untuk meminang Palux. Tetapi bakal suami Palux kini lebih berada, dengan sekelip mata beliau meletakkan hantaran 'gedebuk' tanpa meminta sebarang 'nego'. Palux minta maaf...Palux tak mampu berbuat apa-apa. Sekian...salam maaf dari dinda..."
Bigi merasakan dunia ini bergoncang, hatinya berderai, kelopak matanya terasa bergenang...lalu...
Paaaaallluuuuxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bigi menjerit didalam hati. Sebak rasanya apabila mendapat berita sebegitu rupa. Dibaca berkali-kali dengan harapan bahawa ini hanyalah mimpi semata-mata, dihenyak badan ke lantai, sambil meramas-ramas rambut dengan rasa sedih yang tidak dapat dirungkai. Mengapa??? Mengapa golongan-golongan atasan seperti mereka sanggup merampas kebahagiaan orang lain??? Mengapa 'janda' aku juga yang ditekelnya?? Punyalah berlambak gadis2 dan anak2 dara yang masih bergetah untuk dijadikan calon, 'janda' aku juga yang dikebas? Mengapakah wujudnya diskriminasi dalam dunia ini? Apa kejadahnya budak-budak seko...eh? Dah lari topik ni... Ah!!!! Dunia ini memang kejam! Tanpa mempedulikan zip seluarnya yang tidak ditutup sepenuhnya, Bigi mencapai kunci motosikalnya dan merempit ke tempat persembunyiannya untuk melepaskan kecewa dihati...
Lokasi : tepi highway Plus
Bigi menghembuskan ganja tiruan berperisa vanilla buat kali kelima. Hatinya kian reda tetapi masih terparut. Bigi memandang ke langit, mengimbau perasaannya jika dirinya kepunyaan Palux, pasti mereka akan bersama-sama ketika ini menikmati keindahan alam ciptaan Tuhan yang Maha Agung. Namun harapan hanya tinggal harapan... "Tidak kesampaiaaaaannnn~cinta kitaaaaa~~~kubawa haaarapaannn ku peeenndam rahsiaaaaa...." iringan lagu yang tak seberapa sedap dendangan Bigi ketika itu. Bigi hanya pasrah. Tidak ada apa yang boleh dilakukan selain hanya berserah pada takdir. Mungkin Palux bukan jodoh Bigi, begitu juga dengan Nampu. Bigi cuma mampu berserah...Longlai memerah pedal motosikalnya ke rumah.
Beberapa hari selepas itu...
Bigi sudah pulih sepenuhnya. Beliau sudah semakin matang dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian. Wang simpanannya disimpan sebaiknya, dan tidak lagi beliau tergopoh gapah mencari jodoh. Pernah juga sekali sekala beliau terserempak dengan Nampu(kini telah menjadi janda,padan muka kau!), namun sebelah mata pun tak diheran dek Bigi. Beliau kini hanya berserah pada takdir, kalau ada tu adalah...Bigi hanya tersenyum bila ada beberapa gadis2 dari puak Mariam datang menguratnya. Hello, aku lebih suka pada puak2 Nee'qon...depa lagi cun dan berakhlak, sindir Bigi pada gadis2 puak Mariam.
Nak dijadikan cerita, pada suatu hari sedang Bigi melayari ruangan chat room Lelong.com, Cupik yang kian lama perasan bahawa abangnya sedang kesedihan dan kesunyian berkata, Bang Bigi, hari tu Cupik ade terjumpa dalam suratkabar, ade awek cun. Comel, lagi bagus daripada Nampu. Setakat Nampu tu apelah sangat, dahla xreti sidai kain, awek baru ni mantap. Dada 3" beb, Nampu baru 2.5" ...Mane ko tau? Bigi menafikan kenyataan adiknya kerana tidak pernah Bigi mendengar cerita tentang 'awe' baru tersebut. Betul bang, xcaya tengok ni! Cupik menyelak suratkhabar semalam yang dah berselaput dengan nasik Mak Teh semalam. Haa, tu...cube tengok...hehehee, Cupik hanya tersengih apabila melihat Bigi yang tercengang-cengang melihat kehebatan awek baru dari Jepon(yeke?) tersebut. Uhhhhh~~~hanya itu yang termampu Bigi ucapkan setelah melihat kriteria-kriteria yang terdapat pada awek tersebut. Uhhhhh~~~lagi sekali Bigi mendengus. Uuuuhhhhh~~~~(woi!woi!dahla tu!lebih2 plak!). Sape name dia ni?
...Triban...
Bigi tersenyum riang. Terpancar dari wajahnya seribu dua ratus lima puluh tujuh kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan dari celah-celah lesung pipit cacatnya itu. Bigi melihat dengan teliti setiap sudut tubuh Triban dan ciri-ciri kejepunan yang terdapat pada gadis tersebut. Tri-chan...secara spontan nama timangan jepun itu terpancar dari bibir Bigi. Dan selama beberapa minit tubuh Bigi juga seperti kaku tidak bernyawa...ibarat pungguk rindukan bulan, tetiba 'gedebuk' bulan jatuh ke riba...amacam? Boleh bayangkan tak?
nantikan sambungannya selepas ini...sori r weh :D
Monday, September 14, 2009
-heart of a muslim-
He rejected the way of worshipping Gods of clay
Prophet Ebrahim knew that Allah was near
And that the heart of a Muslim is sincere
Under the hot burning sun, he declared God is one
Though with stones on his chest, his Imaan would not rest
The Muadhin knew that right would conquer wrong
And the heart of a Muslim must be strong
Chorus:
It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam
That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man
So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part
Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart
In our poor meager state, little food on our plate
Mother said she was glad, always sharing what we had
When I asked how can we share what's not enough
She said the heart of a Muslim's filled with love
He said its time you should know, you will learn as you grow
That some people around will do what's bad to bring you down
Father said to be a star that's shining bright
For the heart of a Muslim does what's right
Chorus
So whatever you, make sure your words are true
Honesty is the best, because life is a test
Even if it hurts so much you want to cry
For the heart of a Muslim does not lie
Chorus





























