- fiver -

2011 - 2015.
Time flies away.
Remember back what I've been,
It's a long-hardship-tireless-day.

But it ain't some path I've dream of,
Some plans got lost & carried away,
Soon there are another plans to take care of,
Hopes my spirits never decay.

Because it's my story.
Dunya & akhirah,
It's mine to worry.
Not Ahmad, Siti or Peah.

Johariatan, 121215.

- cycle -

The Secret Way For Happy Life by Johariatan 

- Do not feed the negative vibes. 

Ultimate ignorance, 

until you turns invincible 

and don't have any feeling 

to care about that matter. -

- tough -

...Senyumlah...

:)

-reminder-

- shallow -

Suatu malam...

Bigi sedang tekun melakukan tugasan beliau. Triban dari tadi melihat seperti ada sesuatu yang tidak kena dengan Bigi.

"Kau okey tak Bigi?"

"Eh, aku okey. Kenapa?"

"Tak ada apa-apa...saja tanya..." balas Triban sambil tersenyum kelat.

"Okey." balas Bigi mudah sambil meneruskan tugasan.

Triban melihat darah menitik dari parut lama Bigi. Sama ada Bigi sengaja menyembunyikan 'kesakitan' lama atau dia sendiri tidak sedar dia menyeksakan diri.

Triban hanya mampu melepaskan keluhan berat dan berdoa supaya 'sahabat' beliau tabah.

-pilgrims-

" Kuat sikit Raju..."

Murah benar air mata ini

Saat tiga baris perkataan itu terngiang di minda

Lemah benar jiwa ini

Ketika diketuk dihenyak dan dipersenda

Namun walau jiwa berparut begini

Yakin dengan naluri hati mengisi

Bertabah kuatkan jasmani

Selagi kepercayaan kemas disisi

"Kuat sikit, Raju..."

-demotivating-

Several times I feel very demotivated

Caused by people

Whom never tired
To cursed people

And several times also

I pampered myself

To be patience

Because of people

Whom never fail

To motivates me to be strong.

-decision-

Di saat kita hendak membuat sebarang keputusan, 

pasti ada 'bisikan' yang bisa membuatkan kita terpesong dari niat asal. 

Ketika itulah iman diuji. 

- Johariatan -

-longing-

Okay. 

I miss her.

The end.

-obstructions-

“People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, 

almost like characters in a favourite book. 

When you finally close the cover, 

the characters have told their story 

and you start up again with another book, 

complete with new characters and adventures. 

Then you find yourself 

focusing on the new ones, 

not the ones from the past.”

- Nicholas Sparks, The Rescue. -